Who Lives

One of the main aspects about humanity is our propensity to give birth to new life even despite circumstances.    Like a wheel that turns, it is one that turns at a great speed but the question is who governs the speed of the wheel?

On one side within the BIG picture there is life and on the other there is death but which side does the wheel serve?   Life or death?

One may assume that being born is to be given life and yet there is a complexity to life that means that the true nature of life exists far beyond an ability to breath since the mechanics of our physical form is nothing but a vehicle for where the true nature of life is meant to exists which is through our spirit.

It is so easy to assume that since we have a physical form that lives and breaths that we live.   We may not have eyes to see where this world sits within The BIG picture which can give us a mindset to function but without the purpose of life, which is God - The BEAUTY of LIFE.

Far beyond our own life, it is not a question of whether or not WE live but who lives within us within the BIG picture - life or death?   Those two forces are what runs things on their prospective sides and between them we are so small.

We can be so caught up in living life, we can miss out on the whole purpose of our existence which is for life to live through us which is God since away from God there is death and a living death that is hell.

As we worry about worldly things like ‘paying bills’ and relationship issues, there is the true nature of life which is The BEAUTY of LIFE who exists far above such trivial matters.   We can set our heart upon having money, unaware that the need for money is due to the presence of death =  MINUS who exists against The BEAUTY of LIFE.   MINUS is a VOID that spins anti-clockwise against creation.    It’s mindset is the ill consciousness which wants us to lust after money and love money and for us to be unaware how money lowers us all.   

In other words, money lowers the rich and it lowers the poor due to this world’s need of money.   Money is what we use to fill the VOID instead of the light of God who has the power to cancel out MINUS the deficit.

Look how people living in the throes of poverty suffer as the rich spend money like water?  The tables could easily be turned to reveal the presence of MINUS on either side.   A rich man goes out to buy a flash car; he has no real interest in SHINING OUT against MINUS since he doesn’t truly exist against it which is the basis of godliness.   He spends £130,000 on a flash car while in another part of the world there are people who are struggling to find fresh water to drink and food to eat.    So much for the life of that rich man since his extravaganza lowers his own life as it lowers life of the poor.   It goes both ways.    On both sides there is MINUS - a VOID.

How much is your life worth to MINUS?   The answer is nothing and less than nothing.   What it seeks is for you to be in hell so that it can live through your suffering.    So as we pine for materialistic things, we can crave those things more than having a need to SHINE OUT against MINUS.

The whole basis of angels of God is the need they have to SHINE OUT against MINUS - SHINING out is their purpose which is what makes them angels.   They come alive through shining out since their aim is to create space for The BEAUTY of LIFE - God.

So many people in this world are so caught up with their own life and the life of their own family; they are unaware how close this world is to MINUS.   We can have our eyes set on what we believe is the solution to our problem which is to have money…   We want to ENJOY life; we want to be able to afford to go on holiday whenever we choose.   We want to give up our boring job.   We want to buy nice things.    We want a beautiful home to live in.   We want to afford to buy nice clothes.      

We can want so many things to embellish our life but LIFE may not be living in us which forms a huge irony.    Instead we have this huge inward flow into the VOID MINUS.      Me, me, me, me, me, me and MORE me.   All you may truly care about is yourself.     If you could afford to buy a flash car, YOU WOULD!   You may not have any real need to SHINE OUT against MINUS except to have it away from you and your family.

You don’t want MINUS to break into your home and steal all your materialistic goods; you don’t want MINUS to attack you in the streets; you don’t want MINUS to create mayhem in society - because  you know that you are designed for The BEAUTY of LIFE - you are not created for hell and yet The BEAUTY of LIFE is God.   How interested are you in God?   Does God live in you?

One things we should know is that what lives in us will have an influence over us.    Each side has their own countless elements that are opposite to one another.

God owns the element morality - MINUS owns the element immorality - God owns the element truth - MINUS owns the element LIES.

God owns the element gentleness - MINUS owns the element violence.   God owns the element cleanliness - MINUS owns the element filth.

God owns the element generosity - MINUS owns the element selfishness.   God owns the element compassion - MINUS owns the element ruthlessness.

God owns the element freedom - MINUS owns the element oppression.    God owns the element - hardworking - MINUS owns the element laziness.

God owns the element kindness - MINUS owns the element wickedness.   God owns the element fairness - MINUS owns the element injustice.    

The list goes on and they are wheels that turn where on one side God’s elemental wheels turn clockwise which have an outward flow of light and on the other side all MINUS’s elements turn anti clockwise against creation and it has an inward flow that sucks inwards against creation which is why MINUS is a black hole.   It’s polarity is negative and it has a spirit that is an evil spirit.

MINUS is hate and God is love and they both have different realms of existence.   MINUS’S realms are hell, steeped in pure mayhem and God’s realms are heavenly that SHINE OUT against MINUS.

A young mother named Sharon pushes a pram in the street; she has a 5 year old daughter and she is content for she has produced life of her own; life who she is able to truly love.   No words can describe how she loves her own daughter.   Her love shines out in her daughter’s life.   Sharon is able to experience pure love.    She is like countless mothers who give birth to their own flesh and are able to fully love.   Their child lives but what about God?

It forms one of the biggest ironies you can imagine the way people are so happy to love their own flesh when the nature of God is to love far above one’s own flesh and such love is the basis behind God’s world.    

But in this world, away from one’s own flesh, there is nothing but a VOID MINUS, hence the way the rich will splash out on themselves far above what they need and have not a care about all those people caught up in the throes of poverty since MINUS doesn’t care; in fact MINUS loves the ill balance between the rich and the poor; the bigger the better since it is a space where it lives and have life against life knowing that it makes a parody of the life of rich and the poor.

LOOK HOW YOU SPEND MONEY LIKE WATER AS THE POOR DIE FOR WANTS.   

and…. LOOK HOW YOU STARVE AS THE RICH SPEND MONEY LIKE WATER.    HOW MUCH IS YOUR LIFE WORTH HU?  HOW MUCH DO YOU COUNT?   WHAT TRULY COUNTS IN THIS WORLD?  MONEY IS WHAT COUNTS.   IT IS MONEY THAT HAS MORE WORTH THAN YOUR PRECIOUS LIFE.

The rich represent the poor and the poor represent the rich.   Both of them are with MINUS which is why they were born into this world that is so close to MINUS; in other words this world is very close to hell itself; it is only one step away which is why the rich spend money like water as the poor die for wants.

In worlds higher up, there would be a need to truly SHINE OUT against MINUS to create space and light for the BEAUTY of LIFE to manifest - God!   Since God lives IN them.

But in this world, it is filled by so many people who hunger for The BEAUTY of LIFE on a circumstantial level; they are unaware that TBL can never manifest through MINUS; only when God lives in us through his elements where within our spirit we have wheels that turn clockwise that lives to SHINE OUT against MINUS.

We sync with God to become a part of God’s mechanism where his light flows out of us to manifest itself in reality.

A husband who would be lazy and abusive through MINUS is instead the most loving, kind and considerate husband to his loving wife.   Who lives in their relationship?  The answer is God

A successful business man has a beautiful lifestyle and yet he has done so much for charity to make this world a better place.   He keeps enough of his wealth to ensure that he has a safe distance away from the VOID.   He doesn’t give and give and give until he gets sucked in to end up with nothing.   His business generates money and it forms a part of a machine that shines out against MINUS.   Who lives through the business man’s success?   The answer is God not MINUS who would want him to be selfish and greedy and just throw a few crumbs at charity to appease himself knowing that he loves money more than anything.

Instead, through God, the successful man is able to put money in its place.   He respects money but he doesn’t love money.   In other words he hasn’t sold his soul to it.     If SHINING OUT called for him to give all his money to charity he would.    

But instead it is better served for him to continue doing business.   There is nothing wrong with him having a beautiful home and a nice car because ultimately he has an outward flow.    MINUS cannot gloat and say ‘Look at how he spends money like water as people are there are dying for wants’.   NO.   God is proud of him for he uses his power to truly SHINE OUT in this world and he does it with a genuine need to SHINE OUT.   

He gains more pleasure and satisfaction from doing good more than anything he could buy materialistically.   He doesn’t need to drive a flash car to feel good about himself.    He feels prouder driving a reasonably priced car since he is so aware of the world he lives in that is so close to MINUS.    Ironically, he feels more satisfied with having less.   His heart is filled.   MINUS cannot pull his soul down into the vacuum to have him constantly wanting - MORE - MORE - MORE.    

Ironically, the more he gives, the more successful he becomes anyway.   His spirit is to anchored to a ton of wealth in his bank.   He can easily leave it behind because he doesn’t equate his worth through it.     Without his ability to do good, his wealth would be meaningless.

He has become like an angel of God who lives to SHINE OUT.    

A handsome male supermodel has the type of looks you never see in everyday life.   Everything had been put in the right place so that he is stunning physically and facially.   So many people want to have sex with him - women AND men!

But he has the wheels of morality turning fast that shine out against immorality so that he stands apart from all those people who want to get him into bed.     He gets approached by someone who has a terrible sexual disease.   The person with the disease makes it clear he wants to bed the supermodel unaware that he has this wheel of morality spinning fast.    

The supermodel saves himself from catching the terrible sexual disease thanks to how God lives in him.   MINUS wanted the supermodel to bed that person and MIINUS would have watched with evil eyes that gleam with satisfaction knowing how the sexual disease would have ruined the supermodel’s life since MINUS hates him with a raging hate.   He hates the supermodel being moral since MINUS cannot live through morality; it can only live through immorality and it wants to live; it wants everyone to be moral.   It wants people who hardly know each other to snog each other and have sex with each other.   MINUS wants people to be of its design and it wants those people to remain the same and then have children who inherit their sins.

A school girl named Davina is very gifted; she can sing, dance and play several instruments; she is also very beautiful and she attracts the attention of many boys in school who want to date her but she tells them that she isn’t interested in dating; she wants to focus on her studies and homing her talents.   She feels that boys will be nothing but a distraction.     She is also aware that many of her friends are sexually active and she has no interest in going down that road; she’s only 15 but a boy in her class, named Brad who is known to be the hottest boy in school is determined to date Davina who is so slim and beautiful.   He feels that she looks so sexy in her school uniform; she wears a grey pleated skirt and  her legs look so long.    He longs to kiss her and do more but no matter how much he tries to woo her, she turns him down.

A year later he invites her to the prom and she accepts since she didn’t want to go without an escort.   He is thrilled because he feels that it is a great opportunity to get intimate with her.    They make the most handsome couple and during the party he tries to ply Davina with drinks but she knew that drinking excessive alcohol is dangerous.  So many of her friends had lost their virginity when they were drunk.   She only sips her drink whilst very suspicious about Brad who holds her tightly on the dance floor.

His friends egg him on, thinking that now he has the chance of getting with Davina.   Davina notices the evil gleam in the eyes of Brad’s friends and know what it’s about.    Some part of her can’t wait for the night to be over.     Even some of her friends are keen for her to get with Brad so that she can join their club of underage girls who have had sex.

But when the night finally came to an end, and her parent’s arrived to pick her up, it sent Brad in a panic since he hadn’t managed to snog Davina.    So he invites her outside for a chat but she refuses to go.   He becomes so insistent and grabs her arm but her father Daniel turns up with a scowl on his face.  Daniel is a minister in a church and he made it clear that he would pick her up after the prom so that no one drives her home, fearing that some drunken kid could be behind the wheel of the car.

Davina is so relieved to see her father and rushes to him to Brad’s dismay as he becomes aware that he won’t be able to get his hands on Davina afterall.

Some years later, Davina becomes a huge star while Brad became a mechanic.   He had lost a lot of his looks and due to his love of drinking beer has a huge beer gut.    

If God hadn’t been in Davina, Brad would have gotten her pregnant when she was 15 as he had gotten another school girl pregnant.   Davina ends up becoming a huge star while the other girl ends up living in a two bedroom council flat, living on child benefit.    Brad had disowned his child and doesn’t want to have anything to do with the mother who had been so flattered when Brad had dated her in school.    She looks haggard and worn out unlike Davina who looks fresh and stunning.       

Whenever Brad sees Davina on TV he regrets not getting with her in school.   He still thinks about her a lot.   She’s his biggest regret in life.

But God had lived in DAvina and gave her eyes to see what was going on.   She stood apart from all her friends in school who were having sex.   Instead she focused on her education and her talent.   MINUS hadn’t been able to send her life off the rails so that her life is based upon where it wants her to be.    Instead, she had wheels that turned that SHONE OUT against MINUS.   

BEGONE YOU CREATURE OF HELL, DESPICABLE HATE WHO WANTED TO LIVE IN MY LIFE TO REMOVE ME FROM THE BEAUTY OF LIFE.

When Davina got married,  her father Daniel proudly walked her down the aisle and his eyes shone with pride upon the sight of his son in law who he had grown to love as a complete contrast to how he would have felt about Brad who is immoral and has so many filthy habits with his smoking and drinking.   

His pop belly reflects a man who doesn’t live the life of health and fitness, discipline and moderation which are wheels that turn clockwise as part of God living in our life.    Instead Brad looks exactly how MINUS wants him to look.   He eats too much meat too including fried chicken.   All that greasy meat will one day clog up his arteries and give him a heart attack.   

He had wheels turning anti clockwise very early on that formed a part of MINUS’s mechanism and he wanted Davina to become caught up in it as well but she was synced up to God who wants her to SHINE OUT in this world and be happy; he wants her to realize all her potential and have a career that she loves since God is love and The BEAUTY of LIFE.

MINUS knew that if Davina got with Brad, he would have ruined her life since MINUS is hate and wanted Davina’s life to be hell.   Brad would have stuck by her when Davina got pregnant but he would have treated her the way his father treated his mother by turning her into his slave.   

He would have given her no life, except a life of drudgery.   Who would have lived in her life through Brad?  God?   The answer is MINUS.   But who had she been seeking at such a young age?  The answer is God, thanks to her parents who had not only taught her godliness, they live as a part of it which she had inherited.    Her mother is a classical pianists in an orchestra and her father is a minister in a church and also an author of Holy Books to help people understand the Bible.     Both Davina’s parents have careers that they are very passionate about which are wheels that turn clockwise in their life.    

They also have a very loving relationship that is also a wheel that turn clockwise that had shone out in Davina’s life.    When Brad had approached her in school, he came from another world to the world Davina is used to.   He wanted to draw her into his world but she didn’t want to go and he couldn’t force her.   He hadn’t been able to get her drunk.   Her parents didn’t even have to warn her about getting drunk for they knew their daughter and knew that God lived in her.   It was something they had prayed about even  before Davina was born for above everything else, even above their own flesh, they want God to live.   They are not like many parents who want to see themselves through their own children; they wanted to see God in their child.   Her beauty had attracted MINUS who wanted her to be in its bed but she had shone out against that happening.   BEGONE.

Like the male supermodel, MINUS wanted her; it wanted their souls so that they fit into a world that is so close to it - a world so close to death.

In 40 years time the supermodel’s looks will be a shadow of its former self but through God he pertains to a world where everyone grows in beauty with age; there is no withering with age, instead as people grow closer to God through shining out, they experience transformations that shine out to reflect God’s beauty, even in their appearance.

None of them have to fear time, the way people fear time in this world where MINUS is able to close in as its wheels turn anti clockwise, sucking inwards against life to wither it and instill sickness.

No amount of money in the world can save us against MINUS, only God can save us when he lives IN us.   There is no point just loving God.

How bizarre and disturbing the way countless millions of people are raising their hands up to God in praise and worship when God does not live in them; instead MINUS lives in them which is why this world is in the state it is in despite the vast numbers of people who proclaim to love God and be of God.

The truth is, if all those vast numbers had God living in them, this world would transform in so many ways.    There would be this feeling of respect about religion that it doesn’t currently have in this world for in the name of religion so much evil is committed.   So many people are gnashing their teeth and snarling in vengeance; hate fills the heart of so many people despite religion.     We cannot truly come together as people and religion as a lot to do with it since the basis of this is how so many people are religious but without God living in them.

So many people step into places of worship feeling that they can easily step into heaven.  They feel that stepping into places of worship is a pathway to stepping into heaven.   But when they step out of their place of worship who much do they SHINE OUT to create space and light for The BEAUTY of LIFE - God?   How much is God able to manifest in reality.

There is so much focus on other things than the things that they should be focusing on unaware that this world is a reflection of humanity.    How much is this world like heaven?

If all those people who step into places of worship and raise their hands up to God where to step into heaven, how much would heaven be heaven?   Instead we have countless people who form great masses who claim to love God but if an angel of God where to come down to select people among them who belong in heaven, how many of them would be picked?

The very reason why the wheel of life spins so fast in this world is based upon another wheel that turns which is the wheel of death.    Both wheels spin so fast based upon the presence of MINUS.    As life churns in, life churns out so fast.

The only way for both wheels to slow down is when God lives in us.  How ironic!   In other worlds when we pertain to LIFE instead of merely having life.   

As I mentioned before, the speed of the wheel is through MINUS not God since MINUS knows that numbers don’t count.   Life floods in and floods out through a huge VOID that exists within who our spirits.

This is why we can take no comfort in people who call themselves religious or God loving people.    We see how certain people of religion dress in a specific way.   Sometimes it is clear which religion certain people pertain to due to how they dress.    

What comfort are they in a world when MINUS is able to live in so many people due to so many reasons including misunderstanding of who God is, or people are so caught up in the mechanism that turns anti clockwise; their whole mindset can be too caught up in the ill consciousness to be able to see which way is up or down.

But what I know is that numbers do count but through God NOT MINUS since God loves us as opposed to MINUS who hates us.   It wants us to be NOTHING and less than NOTHING.   

MINUS doesn’t want us to see sense and SHINE OUT against it.   It wants our attention elsewhere so that we miss out on fulfilling our purpose which is for LIFE to live in us - The BEAUTY of LIFE - God.     

Only when God lives in us, do we gain us to truly see MINUS and see how it wants us to live and how it wants us to be.   We then see how SHINING OUT is vital since it forms a separation from MINUS who is pure rage against creation; it’s anti clockwise wheels spins churning up a great heat that seeks to incinerate everything.    

It wants us all caught up in our separations so that we don’t turn to SHINE OUT against it  as one.    It knows that there is strength in numbers but it seeks such strength against The BEAUTY of LIFE, so it sets about turning people into creatures of hate and vengeance.    So many people are becoming of pure death - turned against life.   MINUS is able to come fully alive.

How can their wheels be made to turn in the other direction?   If only they knew the harsh reality within the BIG picture and knew how much MINUS hates them even as it lives in them.   They become their own worst enemy through being IN with the enemy of LIFE.    They exist against The BEAUTY of LIFE - God.    

It all stems from the level this world is on and how MINUS seeks to live even though it exists against LIFE.    Look at what had happened to the Jews!  MINUS had gained so much life through their suffering.    It had sent them down into a living hell made worse by the fact that they are godly people which means they were more food for MINUS.    They were not evil hell raisers for then MINUS would have been feeding upon itself and it doesn’t want that for it can’t give itself sustenance, it loves to feed upon the light.

The Jews were successful, hardworking people but they became food for MINUS who wanted to exterminate them for MINUS cannot live in them.   It did not want them to inherit the earth; it seeks for its own people to inherit the earth.

But thankfully, the Nazi’s were overthrown and yet they have left a scar upon time since the suffering of the Jews can never be forgotten.    

But the reality of what had happened to the jews reveals a war that is going on within The BIG picture and how MINUS desires this world to have it completely as its breeding ground.   

This means that the need to SHINE OUT is to SHINE OUT against MINUS’s plans.   Therefore, the basis of loving God is wanting God to LIVE and have space to live instead of MINUS.

This means that it is vital that we live through God’s elements; merely loving God is useless.   We have to make ourselves beautiful from the inside out and learn to live together in peace; share with one another and put money in its place.    

We have to be trustworthy, decent and honest, able to love each other past SELF and our own society and culture.    We have to know that God is out there far beyond our own limitations that we can be born into; where we only have light to shine upon our own.

The power of LOVE is when it shines out beyond SELF to be far-reaching.   This is when we truly get to know God for this is when God has space to truly live IN us.    

But at the same time, if someone is a reckless, hellraiser, don’t hang out with a reckless hellraiser since sometimes when people have wheels that spin anti clockwise, all they truly want is other people to be caught up in the same mechanism.    In other words, be on your guard against reckless, hellraisers.

Most people who are drug addicts were first offered drugs by a reckless hellraiser.   The same applies to people who smoke.   I was offered a cigarette by a woman when I was a teenager.   I knew even then that she was a reckless hellraiser.     

Smoking cigarettes is such a filthy habit.   I can’t even begin to describe how filthy that habit is, designed to pollute one’s system.    I once saw a picture of this handsome male supermodel and he had a fag hanging in his mouth and my heart sank knowing how cigarettes can speed up the aging and wrinkling process.    MINUS wants us to smoke since MINUS is the element pollution.    But smoking sums up humanity, for look how we are polluting the earth!

But if God were to living in us, our mindset would be anti pollution and anti corruption.   Anti a lot of things this world is based upon.

To look at this world is to look at humanity and see how much we need to change in so many ways including politically.    So many countries lack vital laws and the lacking of such laws enables MINUS to come alive to manifest itself in those nations.

So many nations are caught up in the grip of MINUS but you get countries like the UK that has a system that SHINE OUT against MINUS in so many ways.    Great Britain has a very powerful history due to the monarchy - like it or not.    Britain has shaped the world.   Now it is a hub that attracts so many people from around the world.   My parents came to Britain from Jamaica but back then so many white people were racists.    

How much did God live in such people?  Racism was rife all over the world during the 1960s and before then that sparked the civil rights movement that led to the changing of laws that turned wheels clockwise against the anti clockwise wheel of racism that was turning to make racism illegal.

When such huge wheels turn against MINUS it means that the clockwise wheel is there to cancel MINUS out so that it cannot manifest itself in reality.    Due to the huge clockwise wheel that is turning so many white people are NOT racists when ordinarily they would be.   They may find it hard to imagine being a racist, filled with venom and hate against black people.

MINUS had come alive in such a terrible way back then; it had even lynched many black people.    I remember when I saw a picture of several men lynched and my blood ran cold.    Hate had been the death of those men even though their spirits had lived on.

It is a comfort to know that we never truly die which means that even in the throes of sickness we were created for LIFE since God is LIFE and he LOVES us.    Even if MINUS raises hell to instill itself upon LIFE, it cannot truly touch life as you would think since God is LIFE and yet it is vital that within our spirit we have wheels that turn clockwise to be in synch with God so that our spirit heads away from MINUS.

One of the most powerful things we have in this world is the power of Christ even though many people do not believe in him and yet there is no way for me to sum up the power of Christ who has the power to forgive us of our sins even if they are many.

Christ had come into this world with a huge purpose which was to SUFFER on our behalf to pay our penalty to MINUS since Christ is the son of God and yet Christ was born into this world as FLESH which had suffered on the cross and he had died and yet he rose back to life to show how LIFE is for LIFE not death.   The purpose of creation is not death but LIFE.

Our need for Christ stems from the very nature of why we were born into this world that is so close to death; it means that we have to become reborn so that we become of LIFE instead of death so that God is able to LIVE in us and SHINE OUT against MINUS so that we no longer fit IN with this world, steeped in so many elements of MINUS like selfishness and immorality.

How much is your life worth through MINUS?   Your life can be so caught up in a struggle against it where you live but have no life.

You may wake up on a Monday morning and groan in despair.   You have another week ahead of financial enslavement.   You hate your job but you don’t know how to free yourself from it since this world is so close to MINUS who has your life in a deficit situation; it HATES you.

So many people hate their jobs; if they had the money they would hand in their notice and good riddance to it and yet this world is run through MINUS which forms a catch-22 situation.

If God lived in everyone, the whole system would be different so that God manifests against financial enslavement where people live and have no life.   God would SHINE OUT against The ill balance.

The wheel of LIFE and death would slow down and the focus would be to SHINE OUT against MINUS so that there is space and light for The BEAUTY of LIFE to manifest itself in reality.   God would reveal himself and his world to show us how he wants us to live so that we fulfil our purpose - The BEAUTY of LIFE.